you have no idea how much of a mess my mind currently is. I feel more alone than I ever thought possible. I feel the darkness surrounding my head and I believe I’m reaching depths thaat shouldnt be ttravelled alone.
my heart shakes.
Understanding this is something called fate,
why do I feel as if I’m late to see who I was destined to be.
Who I need has been right in front of me and now I see
you. Your all that ii want to be.
you’re all I want to see for the rest of my days.
nobody knows how to take my painaway like you do nobody is able to calm the storm in my mind quite like you do. I believe I ve come close to losing you and I cant live with that happening. Please be mine for forever and always I cant picture my life with anyone but your beautiful breath taking personality. Your soul is truly one of a kind and I know for a fact I’m lucky as hell to even had the chance to met you let alone be given the opportunity to have a child with such a truly amazing person. Please forgive me for all my past mistakes and all of my mistakes to come because lord sure as hell knows Im not perfect but I’m trying to be. I want to make mistakes to learn andgrow in my life, but you see the difference is I dont want to make those mistakes with anyone but yourself darling. I love you to pluto and back and ever day my love for you grows more and stronger like a raging forrest fire that somehow I’ve managed to contain and hold in my headwith a smile on my face.
Samantha you now and always will be my forever. I was an idiot to think anyone else was capable of being deserving. You, you alone deserve my heart and time so therefore it is you alone that will receive it.
I love you now and forever
Always, and eternity.
lost, betrayed, alone.
You claim to be a friend yet in the shadows of the night I feel my head whispering of how your not